December 2011
61 posts
Whatever happens, happens...
And if it’s meant to be, it will happen. If not, it was good while it lasted.
Anonymous asked: Sometimes love isn't enough. it just isn't.
On the search for consistency, happiness, and myself. This will be a long life journey… a long journey I will probably never finish, in fear that the things I will find will be lost again. Lost forever.
Lean on me.
This pain in your heart will heal… it will heal in time. Trust me. Don’t stress, don’t worry. Keep your head up and smile for me.
Everything will be okay.
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– CHUCK PALAHNIUK (via janineds)
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“Too many bitches is shady, too many ladies give these niggas too many chances....”
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They used to be so close to you. They were your best friend of 5+ years, someone who you talked to about everything and nothing at all, but even so, things never got awkward…But then one day, they get into a relationship. Their relationship with that person becomes the “best thing ever” and suddenly your friendship with that person becomes nothing at all. They eventually forget...
heavyy:
Sometimes it’s too much. Life is just too much. Sometimes I have this disgusting urge to want to bury my face into someone’s neck and feel their embrace and smell their perfume and vibe with them on some other level. Sometimes I feel completely heartbroken. For no reason. I walk around with a deep pain somewhere in my chest in an area that I’ve never felt before. Almost like it’s all in...
Lately, I’ve been feeling lonelier than ever… even when I’m surrounded by people, the ones I cherish the most. Something’s been missing.
The only thing we've found that makes the...
“Take all my memories with you and just erase it for me. You can never reminisce...”
“So baby don’t go home, I don’t wanna spend tonight alone. Baby please, would you...”
– The Weeknd (via thecoolofnight)
I just want to go back in time, to relive those happy moments and replay them over and over again. If only…
“You can ask the universe for all the signs you want, but ultimately, we see what...”
– Ted Mosby, How I Met Your Mother (via spit-dirty)
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Some people are cold due to their past. They are cold due to the pain, misery, lies…every little thing that could possibly hurt them. I never truly understood why a person can act so harsh or had so much spite in them. But then I finally looked at myself and I saw this monster that I saw in other people. When you deal with so much, that monster is created. You build walls up so high no one...
yanrwtb:
Everyday, speak to me as if you’ll look at me with the same eyes you did today, tomorrow, and I promise to listen with my sensibility subdued. Because realistically, I understand that a love as new as ours has yet to travel the distances that guarantee a destination that bears everlasting, but I just want to escape this world I’ve built off repeated disappointments and betrayal. Can...
Sometimes words can only do so much after a fight. You need the physical contact as well. Their lips against yours, their warm arms wrapped around your waist, their eyes looking deeply into yours… then those comforting words, “Everything will be alright Baby”. Words can reassure, actions can heal.
minasouk:
In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…..and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was...
Sometimes I look in the mirror and find it hard to recognize myself. Who am I becoming?
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jonathanpham:
You might not have the same kind of happiness as before, but what you have now can be great, maybe even better, so long as you keep your arms open to change. Everything you see may remind you of the things you miss. People might say something, praise what they have, without knowing how it affects you. Friends might say the classic “you’re not alone,” to reassure you in a way that...
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aaronthebear:
It’s amazing how far I’ve gotten from looking at the years past. I’ve made friends and lost many of them as well. I’ve gained a general understanding of how people are like and what they are capable of. The world could be a potentially peaceful but there are always people that cause pointless disruptions, but that’s all a part of life. Things would be so much easier if I could see...
I’ve been pretty good at hiding my emotions now. People used to read me easily because of how I would express the way I feel through my facial expressions… the deep sighs, the shakiness of my voice. But I guess I am good at hiding these emotions now, that or I just don’t give a care anymore.
5 Important Lessons I Learned in 2011
kashmeare:
Coming across this could not have come at a better time in my life. Whoever else comes across this, I ask that you please don’t just click “Like” because it sounds like a cool read or that you don’t just reblog this just so that it’s on your blog, but please: take the ten minutes to READ, internalize, to understand every single word of this. It could change the way you live your life,...
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Persistence
There’s a lot of people out there who annoy the hell out of me, but then again, the little things can irritate me pretty easily. Though the funny thing is, I love persistent people… as long as they don’t get to the point where they’re just plain annoying. When we have a fight, I want you to run after me. Don’t let me go. Hold me tight. I’m tired of running after...
“When times get hard, recall those days you treasure the most. Gather your...”
– 49 Days
I have a habit of holding on to old beliefs. I create convincing stories to justify my fears… which only increases my sense of isolation and probably insanity as well. I need to focus on new ideas rather than looking back to the past. Maybe that way, I can conquer my fears and get rid of the past that keeps on haunting me.
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The future entails many risks and consequences due to the choices I make but if the things I have chosen makes me happy, I’m going to continue doing what I do. If I wasn’t happy, you think I’d be here right now? No, I wouldn’t. I would’ve given up a long time ago. But I’m still here, and I’m still in this.
“I think that everybody hurts just a little bit everyday. I think that everybody...”
– Jesse Barrera (via xanthonycastro)
I believe the most difficult choice you will ever...
It’s scary how every thing can change within an instant. But then again, things happen for a reason.
“Even good marriages fail. One minute you’re standing on solid ground, the next...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
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Confession #59
There are people I don’t like for no reason. Not to sound mean or anything but you know, if you can like someone just because you like them, you can dislike them just because too. That’s how I am, I have bad vibes with some people and I can’t help but to not like them.
I don’t want to be forgotten, only remembered…whether it be good or bad memories, never forget me.
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Days like this, I feel as if… I don’t know who I am. Why do I think the things I do? Why am I here? What’s the meaning of life? What is my purpose? So many questions, barely any answers. I want to know. I want to know why I am never fully content with myself or any of the things I do. I want to be genuinely happy again. What’s wrong with me? These thoughts and questions...
You may be the right one, but I met you at the wrong time. And maybe we were destined to be lovers but to never be together.
“Everybody’s at war with different things. I’m at war with my own heart...”
– (via cheapthrilllls)